angan2 2014..

More to AZAM actually

2)nak jejakkan kaki kat mana2 negara yg ada salji..I know it sound like..what?snow? Yea..SNOW..teringin giler nak pegang,nak sentuh...and teringin nak pakai snow coat sebenaqnya..mengada kan?haha tapi yg penting berpegang dngan kata2 ini... Bermusafirlah anda di negara lain sebab setiap tempat Allah jadikan environment dia xsama kan?so bila lagi nak menghayati karya2 Allah yg agung nie..

Sampai buat wallpaper bagai sbb nak amek Zhaud tu..semangat..semangat..

3)nak pegi tempat BESI BURUK nie..tau besi buruk?haha..EIFFEL TOWER..dulu xminat pon kat tower nie..yea..sampai sanggup cakap,"pelikla,naper semua org suka aangat kat tower nie?besi buruk jer ni"..haih..smpaila 1 tahap,diri sendiri pulak suka kat menatang nie..itula,org tua cakap jangan benci,nanti suka,,ha sekarang tengok..da penuh ngan gambar besi buruk nie...

Besi buruk yg cantik kan?

Nie besi buruk versi cinderella..cantik kan?

Nie pulak versi Romantika..and I love this the most..please someone bring me to this place..haha

4)and this sound crazy...I want to change my habit coz I think this habit da terlalu melampau..tau aper?SHOPPING!yeah... please..i want to remove this habit..kalau x boleh remove,reduce sikit pon jadila..

Cari perbezaan dalam gambar..cepat..haha

5)nak naekkan berat badan supaya boleh kembali menjadi blood donor..huhu..da lama x derma darah nie...

Nampak nie?
kiri->sekarang
Kanan->3 years back
Mohon doa kalian supaya dapat jadik balik macam dulu..

6)yg paling penting sekali ialah..supaya dapat menjadi seorang Jururawat yg ikhlas dalam menjalankan tugas..istighomah dengan apa yg dia impikan dan lakukan.. dan moga  Allah lembutkan hati dia selalu.. Semoga setiap pesakit yg dijaganya akan selalu mencarinya sebelum pulang sambil mengucapkan terima kaseh yg xterhingga dan yg paling penting diiringi dengan doa kerana doa org sakit adalah antara doa yg akan dimakbulkan Allah..ya..I need that Doa,,

Sekian antara angan2 saya utk tahun 2014..mesti pelik kan kenapa start angan2 tu dengan number 2 kan? Mana peginya number 1?haha..number 1 azam saya..xboleh bgtau sebab org kata nanti xtercapai..simpan dalam hati smbil doa banyak2 kat Allah..moga Allah makbulkan in syaa allah..

TILL THEN...

Fi hifzillah...^^,

survive kah aku?

It almost 3 month here...

Ya...dah 3 bulan
3 bulan dah aku bertahan kat sini
Alhamdulillah..semuanya diserahkan kepadaNya yg maha esa...
Allah dah mudahkan perjalanan yg ku tempuhi nie..
Kurniakan aku kawan,rakan sekerja,dan ibu bapa yg sangat baek dan terus-menerus membantu..
Moga terus tabah dan terus tabah...
Hidup harus terus berusaha
\(^o^)/

utuhkan hati!

assalamualaikum..

lama sangat dah rasanya nie...

ok...
habis belajar pon dah..
so maknanya habislah tamatlah sebagai seorang student...

paling ditunggu2..

makanya,
di saat ini,saya telah melangkah naek ke satu lagi takuk kehidupan
kehidupan yg saya rasa saya xbersedia lagi untuk menghadapinya..

ALAM PEKERJAAN

TAPI,
I have tooo...  :(

hati ini sentiasa berdoa dan selalu memohon kepada Allah untuk dikuatkan hati ini
untuk menghadapi liku2 kehidupan,
yg sudah pastinya banyak cabaran.

cabaran dengan persekitaran.orang dan pengalaman yg serba baru,
dahla saya seorang yg sangat susah utk menerima sesuatu yg baru..
and it just like " a thousand years in order to cope with that"...
ye..saya suka sangat menuturkan sentence di atas...

and the most important is,
I really miss my buddies....

"kawan2...aku rindu kat hampa semua"

seriously..I miss this moment alot..

moga Allah kuatkan hati ini untuk teruskan perjalanan ini..

baru start journey,
tapi da fikirkan dekat mana perhentian yg akan diambil..
sangat x tabah langsung kan?

so,
I need ur prayer..
doakan saya kuat!
saya tau ini permulaan..
moga permulaan ini memberi satu pengalaman yg saya rasa saya mmpu untuk menghadapinya....
amin

qupe nak move out!!

assalam...
lets talk about MOVE OUT...
yeah...

Im going to leave this desa Penang in one week time..
gonna mis the view..
the SEA view....tambah2 antara benda yg kita lihat dapat menambahkan pahala kita adalah LAUT..

setiap malam,kalau x tengok kot tingkap,kira berapa kapal yg tengah relek atas laut tuh..
boleh x lena malam....

its nice to stay near to the sea...
pemandangan yg subhanallah,tiada tandingan!

tau..da banyak kali dah upload gambar nie..nak tau sebab apa..?sebab ada sekeping ja gambaq dari view nie sbb seqeyau sangat..takot masa snap gambar,anset jatuh..nie mmg floating nie..jatuh mau berkecai jugak la..

dan...time flies sooooo fast...
baru jer rasa semalam terhegeh2 dok kemas barang nak mai daftar diri..
sekarang...terhegeh2 kemas barang nak balek dah pon...

so,
pepagi lagi bangun awai2 untuk kemas barang2 yg terlampau banyaknya...
melampau-lampau...
an to tell you..
its not easy to pack back things that you bring for the last 3 years,
and the things get complicated when the things are double and double..
seriously..

mmgla masa mula2 datang dulu sikit barangnya...
tapi bila da asyik dok beli sampai xhengat dunia...
macamnie la jadiknya...

SHAWL saja da boleh muat satu kotak..
xtau la nak cakap apa...ish2...
tragis betul la,,

for all the boxes...
inside bukanlah buku nursing.
in fact...
semua buku bahan bacaan..
coz I love reading..
majalah Solusi. ...
Komic saja Lawak Kampus paling banyak...
and not forget, HLOVATE and all the Jemari Seni punya buku...

dan semua buku2 nursing ada...bukannya xbaca..
sebab nak exam this Wed...
semua buku nursing xselamat lagi untuk dibungkuskan..

and may Allah bless and ease all of us for this Nursing Board Exam...
or NBE...
semoga dipermudahkan...
la haula wala ku watailla billahil a'zim...

amiin.....

manisnya...

assalamualaikum...

ok...cerita 02/06-06/06 actually..

INDUKSI...mula2 ingat kena attend induksi tapi kursus kali nie lain sikit..
Program Transformasi Minda katanya...
it happened almost 5 days..
yes..5 days..
semua yg ingin menyertai Sektor Awam wajib untuk menghadiri kursus ini...
tapi kali nie kami kena p join ngan Kolej Kejururawan Sg.Petani...

muka jer nampak gumbira..tapi sebenarnya malaih gila nak g..

 ok..sampai2 ja kat sana..
lama jugak la dok tunggu nak selesaikan semua la..
pasal penginapan...
then
dapatlah dorm
lama dah xduduk asrama bagai...
tapi asrama depa best..besaq kot...

besar kan?

and hari tu makanan xdisediakan..
and end up we all buy this----->

activity dia ada 3 segment semua nya..
campur dengan LDK bagai...
HARI-HARI kena dengaq ceramah...!!
hahaha...
last day akan ada exam katanya...

and we were divided into a group..
ya..we had to spread out..
and they combined us and want us to build a relation between KDU student and KKSP...

and you all know what?
I got a very very very sporting,happening and frendly frend,..
alhamdulillah....

and I love them all...I started to miss you all already..

her name is HAtini...and she such a energetic gul.... 

and this is Mira and Wanie....

selama 5 hari
mula2 macam payah sket la nak cakap2 tuh..
lama2 da xleh berpisah pulak..
haishhh..

duduk dalam kursus nie..
macam2 rasa,..
tooo pack!

dengan nak solat lagi,riadah lagi..LDK lagi..esement lagi...
and dah lama saya meninggalkan dunia asrama..
makan pon kena beratur..haha

inilah LDK..kerja2 dalam kumpulan...

lastly...lepas habis exam,
kami kena buat persembahan...
and u know what..
Im not really understand the question..
but I try my best to do it..
not me only..WE...

a role play

dan dengan kehadiran 5 hari untuk kursus nie..
dah cukup untuk membuatkan kami semua tension..
ya tension...
buktinya...
naeknya jerawat2 yg pelbagai rupa...
hahaha...

ok..lepas habis semua..
we all balek balek ke desa pinang tercinta
kat penang la...

nie dia desa Pinang tercinta...haha...pemandangan dari tingkat 16...

dan untuk menghilangkan tension nie..
saya dan rakan2 kuar untuk melepaskan rasa tension ini...

dan mencari makanan...
SUDAH TENTU...
nyum..nyum..
alhamdulillah..sedap!!!

and a always a bangle lover...tau x bangle?gelang la...

dan..bila da kuaq tu..
mestilah..wajiblah beli barang
walaupon dalam hati kata xmau beli...
and sah itulah perempuan sejati..

end up buying this....a baseball sweater...style kan?agak2 boleh la nak menggantikan balek 2 sweater adidas yg hilang diambil org tuh...

dengan ini berakhirlah coret2 kosong...

assalamualaikum.....=)

entah..

huk huk
batuk banyak2
sbb habuk

assalamualaikun..

what?
ye...da lama

hehe..
ok...

hati xberapa sehat..
nak kena fix balek..
itulah....

ingat sana,ingat sini....
entah pape jer...

berehat-rehat \(0_0)/

assalamualaikum..

lama kan?
heheh..
hari nie nak cerita tentang KAMI yg pergi merehat-rehatkan diri...

mula2 kitorang g ke pesta buku yg sangat MURAH..murah sangat2...
yeah, Its BIG BAD WOLF!!!
unfortunately,baucher BR1M da habis..
so just tengok2 jer la...
my friend beli bnyak gila buku..
sampai lenguh2 tunggu dia kat luar..
and we end up doing this...===>

snap a picture......

tHen after that we all wEnt to makan Domino yg org selalu cakap sangat menyedapkan tuh..
hmm..double Decker cheese yg sedap...
and asmat look soooo excited until she became like this...

sodap sangat kot?

 dan destinasi terakhir ktrang adalah QueensBay..
yes!!this is the place that Im waiting for...

haha..masa untuk menghabiskan duet...
yes...when I mean IT...i really do IT...

this is what I got TODAY....

my new baby..hehe

oh mey good....sale jugak!!!

and and and..

tengah jalan2 kat PDI...I found something...

THIS.....

nampak x? SEED..... its BIJI BENIH... hahahahaha...macammana la boleh p bg brand nama nie?pelik sungguh

ok...bila semua da setel..berjalan ke hulu ke hilir kat QB tu...
I bet i loss my weigh..
u know how big QB it is...

and I found that,...
this is not BEREHAT-REHAT
this is cari pasal
coz my feet feel very PAIN..
and I need to elevate my leg this night..
in order to keep my leg ok for TOMORROW..

yes tomorrow I will hang out again...hehehehe...

AND THIS IS WHAT WE CALL BEREHAT-REHAT DI HUJUNG MINGGU...

sYukUr...

assalamualaikum
hi there
this week I have to start my work by posting at PSYCHIATRIC WARD..
ney..this is not my first time here
but the second time..

but actually, i did not enjoy my posting here when I posting last 2 month
for me this ward did not suite enough for me because I like to do work rather than keep talking and do xtvt with my patient..

but when I start my posting here this week
I feel that my thought actually did not right

this is because i feel  very enjoy with them when I try to understand them

the story started when I enter to this ward and saw one young and pretty girl or more suitable we call her as teenager.
I feel so sad when I saw her like that..

because of her aura is a positive aura mayb,
I start to dig her case,try to get along with her...

and our relationship become soo close until she accept me as her friend..sometimes mayb
"hampa kawan kami..kita kawan kan?kami sayang hampa..kami sayang hampa.."

         sometime

"hampa doctor kan?hampa doctor baek.."

i keep my eyes on her..

really..

and I start my conservation with her

asked about herself,friend..

while telling me...she's cry..

and I keep tell her that "kami ada..kami kan kawan hampa"...

and she will start to smile again..

and I like to see her smile

and hear her laugh..

for me..this is the most precious experience that I have

we should always say thank you Allah because give us a  precious  life

we dont know what will happen to us next

as for her also,although she is young,

she need to face her fade..

Allah knows better...

dan sebaekbaek perancang adalah Dia...

xtvt with my patient..coloring....in order to express their feeling

cantek kan.....

hargailah hidup kita dan isilah dengan perkara2 yg berfaedah...=]

a little experience that I want to share with you all..

tHis Weirdo feeling...

assalamualaikumm
penah rasa x perasaan yg hmm,,,sangat pelik..?
 mesti tengah pikir kan?
penah kan?
dan saya xsuka perasaan nie...

ha~~
rasa macam menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba je..

P/S=> sikit lagi je da nak habis sem nie...sabaq sat ja noh...soal weirdo feeling nie macammana nak ketepikan???

HaRI JaM yg SUPER DUPER JAM...

assalamualaikum...

ok..entry kali nie..entry nak mengadu...
mengadu pasai pa?
hari ini hari SUPER DUPER JAM...
dekat PENANG only...

balek jer dari kolej,
perjalanan yg sepatutnya ambil masa 10 minit...
terlajak menjadi sejam lebeh...

mai dari mana kereta banyak2 pon xtau la...
oppss...I forgot..
nak CNY kan...of coz la pulau pinang menjadi tumpuan..
semua pakat kembali ke kg halaman...

dr start naek bus...tido..bangun..tido..bangun...
dok tempat yg sama lagi...

dalam hati..."OMG cepatlah...hari nie da la ELSALINA last...nak tengok IKRAM hok alo.."
sambil cakap kat uncle..."uncle cepat...ELsalina last hari nie.."
budget uncle tengok citer Elsalina kan?
heheh...

kereta dr bridge nak ke Georgetown ,mmg tersangatlah banyak...
berderet-deret...mayb smpai ke bride jam ...

kenapa xdak approve ?
sebab nak tangkap gambaq td bateri anset da habis...
sebab asyik on9 jer dlam kaz tadi..heheh...

ok da habis da sesi rungutan.....

P/S=>debate da habis td..hehe..alhamdulillah...

WeIgHT GaiN

hi there..

lately..banyak sangat orang bagi gelaran or in the other word.nick name for me...
ye..saya tau yg BMI saya semakin UNDERweight...

tapi nie bukan sebab diet...
SEBABNYA sendiri pon saya xtau...

but the latest nick name that i get...its sound cute....
thax to my frend..

heheh....
LANG....

SCENE 2......

I hear that,when we donate our blood..
we will increase our weight...

dengan hati yg penuh jitu...
I went and donate my blood...

RESULT...
semuanya tipu belaka...
berat xnaek pon..
lagi turun ada...

so..
kawan2..
lepas nie I will go and buy WEIGHT GAIN...
heh...

pretty kool arh>??? 

sAyAng KeTat-kEtaT

assalamualaikum...

heheh..ok today I want to tell to everyone that Im very happy coz..coz...I got a GIFT..yes..gift...
From my besty...hahah....

the purple galz..

it just like spontaneous action ..she just called me to go outside...

hahah..and when I come out..here it is...

what r u think about this?pretty kool yeah??this thing make me burst into tears this mornink.....^^

#want to read this?see the next picture#

want me to zoom in?no..no...I will write back what she wrote....brilliant...and out of the box...

#u just a brilliant frend...SUPERB...tq buddy....#


WHY i said SAYANG KETAT-KETAT??

becoz she really put an effort in order to make this gift..if it is Me,...oh no..I need more time to think the sentence and create this...it just a fantastic....If anyone say this is just an ordinary gift..I can really mad...becoz although it just like that...BUT..the sentence that she create...

JUST TOUCH MY HEART....!!!!!

Dear $ajidah,
I  am going to give you a lot of 100 wishes for your besday because of all the CRUNCHIE in my life,I dont have any EXTRA time to search and buy you a gift,Ermmm....I think not a PICNIC or trip to MARS would not be appropriate.So,I want this gift bring you to the TOP to reach the CLOUD 9.As you eat the card,I hopes it does not make you NIPS to the hospital.If it does,I promise not to SNIKERS.A lot of KISSES from (MANGO)...


#just compare the capital words with the chocolate in the pic and u can get why I say this is SUPERB#

enjoy.....tq SAHABAT....sayang hg ketat-ketat...

KawEn mUda.....

assalamualaikum.....

ehsan gambar:Encik Rusydee Artz

hi there...hari nie nak penuhkan belog yg berhabuk nie dengan citer KAWEN MUDA...hehe...kenapa???
sebab lately dah semakin ramai kawan2 saya yg dah kahwen.....(bunyi macam seronok kan)...
bermula dari seorang....kepada seorang..dan bertambah seorang..seorang...........
BARAKALLAHUMMAWALAKUM kawan2 semua....

esok....still ada kawan saya yg akan berkahwin...
KEMBAR....tahniah....(tarikh lahir dia sama ngan saya so kami kembar x seibu sebapa)

Its good bila orang2 muda yang ambil tindakan untuk kawen awal...tabik la ngan diorang nie..
boleh elakkan perkara2 yg membuka jalan ke arah kemaksiatan...

ya..kadang2 still ada parent yg cakap "laki tu maseh blajar..nak bg anak aku makan pasiaq"....

hadoila.....

but for me..its ok...xmungkin la sampai anak dia makan pasiaq klu kawen ngan lelaki yg maseh blaja...
kan..kan.....

so kepada kawan2 yg dah berkahwin..dan bakal berkahwin....

tahniah and barakallahummawalakum...


P/S=> 507 down, 504 down, 501 down...... the next representative? claz mana pulak erk? 505 boleh ?? heheh.....

semuga hampa semua dikurniakan anak2 yg comel macam nie....ohoi...

stress stressor

assalamualaikum..hai there...

just a short entry...

starting klaz for this year and final sem is lil tired...
completely tired...
I dunno y...
Everyday balek dr klaz mesti rasa penat...
Actually is not about physical..
Klu penat physically still lagi boleh tahan...
Nie mentally kot..
Hari2 kena dengaq lecture yg xbapa nak suka subject dia...(semua word and facts)
Hari2 kena buat assignment yg macam xdak penghujungnya..

n d latest..tadi terasa macam sebuah bom dijatuhkan dia atas kepala...
I know it sound like hyperbola and i just made it coz nak gambarkan betapa stressnya kami semua..
Ya allah..semua 15 System nak kena revise and somemore semua exam just close with one another..
and yet now Im still confuse macammana nak start study nie...
Ok..badan da panas..kepala da pening....Yes Im stress...for the first time...
Jom tido as my solution when Im stress....

 Wish me luck kawan2....and for my frends too.....

semua nie nota2 dr SEM 1 sampai SEM5..sem 6 x temasuk g nie...baca b4 NBE....hebat

ya....berusaha..go go...

ok..be a better servant for Allah...

HaRi INI....

Assalamualaikum..hi there..

Today...got my first assignment.......!!!wau..amazing...This assignment for Introduction to Nursing Research..
Totally got 3 assignment..

1)PROPOSAL

2)RESEARCH

3)JOURNAL

Hebat kan..?tahniah...tahniah...haish...nah....

see..betapa berseleraknya...hua..

and when come to the happy part...yes..I got 5 month to go....hehe...hope Allah will ease and give bless for me for my success....

malam nie makan berger bakaq......sedap....tetiba ja kan???

BE ABETTER SERVANT FOR ALLAH...=]